| dear S.
if you're going to ask me a question on your xanga. you gotta give me some way to respond. haha =]
how are/were your tests?
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i'm so looking forward to home.
watched Up! again. it's cute. i love fat kids. everyone needs to be loved. =)
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| i'm so pathetic. jeez. i know. i broke up with the guy, and couple months later, i'm still hoping.
ever since our last phone conversation, i swore that i'd never call or talk to him again. and yeah. i still talk to him. but at least....i NEVER initiate the conversation.
ugh. i often find myself thinking about going back to the states, and who i'd find there again. and i think of the ex.. even more often that i really should. i mean. i keep reminding myself how it won't work cuz of all the things i didn't like about him and our relationship, all the bad times and annoying shit he did (you know, like texting other girls calling them "dear" and "honey" and "love ya" or whatever, FUCK THAT SHIT.) as angry as i am about ALL that, i still. . . hold on.
he's not on my buddy list anymore, cuz i hate it when i catch myself just checking his status. and looking at his screen name. but he's friendly enough to talk to me sometimes. and i talk to him and we have alright conversations. i think i asked for it...the heartbreak and hurt, when for some DUMB reason i asked him about girls. and yeah, he answers with something along the lines of "i like this girl and i've met the family at her bday party at her house".
my emotional high from coming back to Hong kong after a wonderful vacation, dropped faster than . . freefalling. it was instant.
but it's my fault. i know. and i hate how that's basically what i have to hold on to, to still keep in contact. to keep a conversation going. to be friendly, to still . .. hope? waht's that saying? holding on to something that keeps hurting you? that's way too dramatic, but it's something like that....1000 times less emotional.
let me find someone already. i need to move on.
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| The Ugly Truth
i liked the movie. :) she is beautiful. i think lying down with her face on the floor is her thing now. she did that on grey's too. haha and the whole producer thing...reminds me of knocked up where she worked on set as well. . .
i need some inspiration.
or a couple of drunken nights to unwind. let loose.
less than 48 hours left...
i hope i don't cry at the airport.
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i miss you remy!
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| sweeeeeeeeeeeeet!
not married.
no progress. just eye candy and smiles. lovely.
the babies are born! alice je je said i could have one! pretty pretty malteses. yay!
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